Okay I know I shouldn't be writing about this but now I just can't help myself.
Having a one-sided crush on someone is already bad. But once you add in the fact that said someone is an online friend whom you have only chatted with for about a total of six days (doesn't matter that said conversations last for about...10 hours each give or take) and ALSO the fact that said someone already HAS a girlfriend.
*sound of balloon deflating and flying haphazardly all across your living room*
19 years have NOT taught me ANYthing. It just makes me more of a sap than I already was.....anyanyanyanyanyanyanya